•{ Winter Watcher . . .

She’ll keep you warm
Through Winter’s Storm
Just follow the light
The path of Winter’s night

The following is from :[Plastik]: Fraia Icequeen Gacha at the current round of The Epiphany.
Belt RARE // Crown // Dress // Face Jewels // Halo // Jeweled Ears // Skin RARE

Hair: Stealthic – Somber
Pose is :LW: BENTO Poses – Hide And Seek @ Trés Chic { Until Feb. 10th }

Other items:
JIAN Snow Birds
JIAN Arctic Fox

•{ The Girl with Flowers . . .

I met a girl with a flower in her hair.
Her look was so striking
All I could do was stare

With eyes that captivate
And love written on her skin
I tried to figure out if her world would let me in.

This girl, she caught me staring
And beckoned me come near.
She said “The eyes can be deceiving,
you can’t trust the things they show
But if you open your open your mind
And make room in your heart
You’ll learn things you did not know . . .”

Her words made no sense to me
I thought I was full of clarity
It took a few years for me to see
That love in the world must start with me.

Head: GENUS Project – Genus Head – Baby Face
Accessory: *LODE* Head Accessory – Apple Blossoms Mix
Skin: Revoul. . Nailoni Genus Applier in RE35
Eyes: Revoul.Lefort.Lechery Eyes
Tattoo: Stardust – Love – 01 White Tattoo RARE @ SaNaRae

Shape is my own

•{ Rain and Gold . . .

When it’s said and done
I already felt love
And I let it end up
End up dying by itself
And when it’s said and done
You were better off
You deserve real love
And I deserve to be by myself
‘Cause I’ve gone too far
And I started too young
To give up
And even if I changed
It would be too late
I exposed my ways . . .

– Lyrics “Tears in the Rain” by The Weekend

Dress : -AZUL- Erin. @ NEW Main store Release
Mask: #26  Blueberry–/ Show Time / Maitreya – Mask *Queen*
Shoes: #6  Blueberry–/ Show Time / Maitreya – Ree Heels *ALL * / RARE

Pose is from FOXCITY. . Legs for Days
Shot inside FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Escape

•{ Winter Thoughts . . .

I don’t know about anybody else but I’m exhausted. I mean that in possibly every meaning of the word. January has been one big rollercoaster of a ride for me in the Real World and the fun isn’t over yet. (I mean that sarcastically.)

When things get overwhelming I tend to withdraw. I need the quiet and peace to work myself back to a sensible state of mind so I can function normally instead of an auto-pilot automaton. I know we all struggle with something, whether it be big or small. It’s my hope that when you’re in that situation, that you can find the time to get away and pull yourself back together too.

Outfit / Boots : Scandalize. Libra. @ UBER 
Hair: TRUTH HAIR   Irenka [+Hat] (old item)

Pose is MILA Poses 117
Truck: [Con.] Backyard Drive-In – Truck SKY PG.

•{ Like I Care . . .

Sometimes you really want to care. Whether it’s about what is going on around you, or in the lives of others, or even about what will happen based on your decisions. You want to care because in your mind you know it’s important. However, try as you might, you can’t.

So you fake it. You know all the moves: how to smile on cue and all the quips to make so you appear authentic. Deep down you know the truth and that is you really don’t care.

Outfit: -AZUL-  Hansa /Garnet @ Sense Event
Hair base: Studio Exposure – CATWA VIP PARTY

Jewelry: ~~ Ysoral~~:Luxe FatPack Jewelry Romance:

•{ Don’t Think About You . . .

Things had been going well. It took some time but now she felt that she finally got her life back on track. Removed some people from her life and had started over from the bottom. When everything is working out, that’s when life tosses in a wrench. The phone rang. Without checking to see who it was she answered, “Hello?”

“Did you forget about me?”

The voice on the other end was unexpected. Her whole body clenched and she felt her heart start to beat faster as anxiety started to creep over her. She looked at the phone. His number was blocked so he had called from a new one.

“Oh, you tore me to pieces
Turned my strength into weakness…”

Her shock lasted only a moment before she was able to reply. “You must be bored and lonely. I’m hanging up now.” Amidst his pleads on the other end for her to hear him out she hung up.

“I feel freedom where I stand now
And I feel proud from who I am now
Yeah, I learned a lot along the way
I love the woman that I became . . .”

Before she put her phone away she labeled the number. If he called again from that number she would be prepared.

The day progressed normally and whenever her phone rang again she checked the number before answering. He didn’t call back. She wondered if some part of her did want him to call. It was crazy. Insane. It took her forever to get past what had happened between so there was no way she would want him around again. Right? Right.

The phone rang again as she was getting ready for bed. She thought about letting it go to voicemail, but she reached over and got it. She knew it was him even before she looked at the ID.

She answered the call.

“I’ve changed,” said the voice. “Think about it.” That was all they were able to get out before she hung up and tossed the phone to the side.

Letting out a deep exhale she laid across her sheets. “I don’t think about you . . .”

{ Inspired by the song: “I Don’t Think About You” by Kelly Clarkson }

Outfit: Una. Alyona Set ( Robe / Top ) @ Kinky Event { Opens Jan. 28th }
Hair: DOUX – Sonya hairstyle [Brunettes]

**RE** Raven Rings Set – Bento 2.0
**RE** Aleena Necklace

Pose by me . . .