•{ Open the Gates . . .

Open up the gates
And let me in
My time is now
Let the games begin. . .


Wearing:
Outfit: 1313 Mockingbird Lane – Black Magic Woman Collection @ Salem
Stockings: 1313 Mockingbird Lane – Drusilla Fishnets Gacha Collection @ Lootbox
Jewelry: .::Supernatural::. Mian Set

pose and gate prop from Something New ~ In Bloody hell! @ All Things Event {Opens Oct 1st}
Background is [ Focus Poses ] .Cemetery Graves

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•{ Doing it again . . .

Click.

That was it. All it took was clicking on the ‘X’ in the corner of the message window to close the conversation. She stared at the now blank screen of her laptop, her mind dancing a ghost-image of the messages and images back in her eyes. It’s not there, she told herself. There’s no proof it was ever there at all.

She took a deep breath not realizing she had been holding it in since she clicked the button. A painful emptiness settled in her chest and made her whole body feel heavy. She turned her head away from the screen and sat fully back against the couch. Slowly her eyes closed and she lifted her arms to rest on the couch cushions. She was finding it hard to breathe and this position lifted her chest and opened her airways more. Hopefully it would bring relief as well.

The room was quiet now except for the low whirring hum of the laptop’s fan. The only other sound was the loud thumping of her heartbeat between her ears.

She knew it was trouble when his message popped up on her screen earlier that night. Nearly every fiber of her being screamed at her not to open it. But she had. And like the sweetest of sin it felt so good. The ecstasy flowed, filled with joy in measures untold until . . .

Click.

The moment ended and she realized that she was doing it again. . .

Inspired from “Again” by John Legend

“. . .I feel so alive, it won’t last but it’s alright
Fleeting joy and faded ecstasy
Here goes again, sneaking fruit from the forbidden tree
Sweet taste of sin

And I’m doing it again
Yes, I’m doing it again
Oh, I’m doing it again
I said it would end
But here it goes again . . “


Wearing:
Outfit: Una.. Jessica @ Kinky Event
Skin: [ session ] Tasha Tone06 (Catwa applier) @ Dubai Event
Hair: DOUX – Brandie hairstyle

Pose from Amitie Chester Sofa

Other things:
*pm* Creator Burnout – Not Yet Burnt Out Laptop
Tentacio rose develope
Tentacio bowl of roses

•{ Friends on a Roof . . .

“When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.”

― Henri Nouwen, Out of Solitude: Three Meditations on the Christian Life


Wearing:

Celest (thanks for posing with me!)
Top: Addams // Natalia Boyfriend Shirt
Shorts: {Le’La} Miranda Outfit Shorts
Hair: TRUTH Hair Amelie
Shoes: -KC- Lucy Heels/pair
Earrings: Earthstones – Twisted Hoop Earrings

Ryan (my male side)
Top: Legal Insanity – Dylan white clean tank top
Jeans: Legal Insanity – Bruce denims @ FaMESHed{Open Until Sept. 27th!}
Shoes: ::ROC:: Sneaker! Dirty (MALE)

Pose is from Diversion – Safe and Sound @ The Look Event 

•{ I see you . . .

They say we are what we are,
But we don’t have to be,
I’m bad behavior but I do it in the best way,
I’ll be the watcher (watcher),
Of the eternal flame,
I’ll be the guard dog,
of all your fever dreams. . .

Lyrics – “Immortals” by Fall Out Boy


Wearing:
Skin: -Birth- ‘’Ripley’ Lelutka Applier – 05. Tone @ Access
Beard: DOUX – Mesh beard [Light brown]

Accessories:
amias – HUGO harness RARE – Gianni  @ Men Only Monthly
*PKC* Simple Male Bento rings

Pose from Ana Poses – Baku

•{ Dancing Through . . .

“Dance, when you’re broken open. Dance, if you’ve torn the bandage off. Dance in the middle of the fighting. Dance in your blood. Dance when you’re perfectly free.”
― Rumi


Wearing:
Top: sass [amelia] @ The Ark
Tights: Izzie’s – Sheer Tights
Hair: .ICONIC – Miaa
Shoes: .::Dead Dollz::. Legwarmers + Pointe RARE (old gacha)

Pose is from the Le Poppycock *Fairy Winds* Pose & Prop set

Other Items:
Skye Enchanted Tree Tunnel
Serenity Style -Aegeas Country Fence
JIAN :: Squirrel Feeder

•{ Snapshot . . .

She ran out to the woods, with her OWL flying at her shoulders, and a camera in her hands. A few weeks ago she had made him out of a hodgepodge of various materials and electronic parts. Now he was the perfect mixture of a plush-toy and electronic pet.

“This is it! This is it!” She said excitedly as she skidded to a halt besides a large fallen log. A handful of chipmunks scurried out of the way. “OWL scan the area and tell me what you see.”

Her companion clicked and whirred as it moved. It couldn’t speak, but she had learned to understand the sounds it made. “Up there?” She questioned, looking upwards as she attached a zoom lens to her camera. The sun was slightly in her eyes and she squinted, hoping to get a better look. “I don’t see anything.”

OWL clicked some more and flew up in the direction she should look.

“Okay. I trust you.” She chuckled and brought the camera up to her eyes. Through the lens she saw what OWL was talking about and her eyes went wide. “Oh my goodness. I can’t believe it!” This was a creature she had only heard rumors about and now there it was. With a steady hand, she pressed the button . . .

SNAP!


Wearing:
Outfit: Les Sucreries de Fairy * * Carmine *  @ The Ark
Pose is from Secret Poses – Perfect Click

Others: JIAN Chipmunk Collection (log and chipmunks!)