•{ Lingering thoughts . . .

Her thoughts were scattered all over the place. The last few days had been a whirlwind of activity with him. They always were. Whenever he came to town they made the most of their time. Now she sat upon the windowsill, looking out and thinking about what she had gotten herself into.

“The smell of your skin lingers on me now.
You’re probably on your flight back to your home town . . .”

“How much time do you have?” She had asked him.

He saw the unsaid words in her eyes and turned her face up to look at him. “I’m here,” he said. “I’m here now. And you are here. Leave tomorrow for another day.”

And they did. They laughed and enjoyed each other as day turned into night and night turned into day once again. Through all the revelry there was the small voice telling her that this was all a lovely dream and it was almost time for her to wake up.

“I need some shelter of my own protection, baby.
To be with myself and center. Clarity, peace, serenity . . .”

All too soon it was his last night. He stretched the time as far as he could, but he couldn’t stay. There was a plane he had to catch. “This is the part I don’t like,” he admitted while holding her securely to him in his arms. “Come with me.”

He asked her every time, and every time her reply as the same. “You know I can’t,” was her answer. Job, responsibilities, family, they were some of the things that held her here. It was also fear. Though she didn’t tell him that, he knew. It was the unsaid thing he always saw in her eyes.

He kissed her slowly, taking in each moment to take with him. “You’re always on my mind.” Those were the last words he said to her before he picked up his bag and left.

After he had gone she sat at the window, collecting herself to face another day and count down the ones until he returned.

“And I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket, but I’ve got to get a move on with my life.
It’s time to be a big girl now and big girls don’t cry. . .”


Wearing:
Outfit: ::Una: – Astra @ Kinky Event {Until Dec. 19th}
Hair: HOMAGE — Frenchie Redux : Coffees

Pose: [ Focus Poses ] Frosty Morning

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•{ Give Roses . . .

And on that day you gave me a rose
Now look at how it’s bloomed . .

Your words
Your smile
Your steady touch
You knew just what they’d do

Now on this day
Come what may…
The rose goes back to you


Wearing:
Outfit: ::Una: @ The Gacha Garden
Hair: TRUTH HAIR VIP October – Makena
Tattoo .::Nanika::. Rose tattoo
Rings: THE OAK – Jaden Bento Rings (Silver) @ available with October’s PocketGacha
Roses: NOMAD // Red Rose Petals 03

Pose: :LW: Bento Poses – What I hide @ Trés Chic {Until Nov. 10th}

•{ Knives are with me

They called me crazy
said I was insane
that I never stayed in my lane

The lines I see are painted red
evidence from daily bloodshed

My door is closed
they took away the key
But the knives were left with me . .


Wearing:
Outfit: ::Una: :: Ms.Franky white Blood @ Panic of Pumpkin in Okinawa 2017  
Hair: RAW HOUSE :: Bear X

Accessories
Ariskea
[Korea] Surgical Mask [RARE] @ available with October’s PocketGacha
:::ChicChica::: Bloody knives

Tattoos:  Izzie’s – Face & Body Blood & Wounds

Pose & Prop:  Exposeur – Padded Room (Bloody)

Shot at: Backdrop & You

•{ I’m not that . . .

Who’s to say what’s wrong with me?
I’m not who you thought I’d be . . .

Sitting so pretty
Soft and preen
You want that girl
But that girl ain’t me

I’m strong as iron
Fragile like glass
I donned faces like a carnival mask

That’s over now
You asked to see
Now the girl you want?
That girl’s not me.


Wearing:
Outfit: ::Una: : Ms.Draculina @ The Secret Hideout {Until Oct. 31st}
Hair: Exile:- More Than Ordinary @ Collabor88 {Until Nov. 6th}

Pose: BellePoses –LadyCrow @ The Black Fair {Until Oct. 20th}

•{ Feeling the change . . .

Sunrise was right around the corner. The dark sky had already turned gray with the promise of a bright day trying to break through the clouds. I had been up for hours, but now that it was light enough to see, I ventured out and sat down in the grass and flowers. It was peaceful out here, quiet.

Over the past week I’d been feeling restless and unsettled, but most importantly I’d been feeling a shift. I don’t know if I’m prepared, but whether I am or not, it’s happening.

Autumn waits around the corner. The season of change.

“Something has changed within me. Something is not the same. I’m through with playing by the rules of someone else’s game. Too late for second-guessing. Too late to go back to sleep. It’s time to trust my instincts, close my eyes and leap . . . “ Defying Gravity – Wicked


Wearing:
Outfit: ::Una: : Lana @ The Liaison Collaborative { Until Sept. 30th }
Hair: Exile: Break the Rules @ Collabor88 { Until Oct. 6th }
Accessories: GizzA – “Lisa” Choker

Shot on location at: DHB TRAIN STATION

•{ Candy kisses . . .

“Dreams taste like cotton candy . . . “ unknown

I have no words to give
but there’s sugar here upon my lips

A taste so sweet to your delight
the rush is bliss.
Come take a kiss

Wait!

Why don’t you fight it?
Too much sugar can be toxic . . .


Wearing:
Outfit: ::Una: Magical Candy Girl @ We ❤ RP ( September )
Outfit: . H A T E R S . Vision *Black* @ NEW at the Mainstore
Hair: TRUTH HAIR –  Zoya

Pose: BellePoses – Swing Freya  @ Exclusive – The Fantasy Collective 

Set:
*MadPea Round Lollipop
*MadPea Caramel Candy
:[The.Plastik]:: Lace Cupcake
:[The.Plastik]:: – Raspberry Cupcake

•{ Light in your heart

“If Light Is In Your Heart You Will Find Your Way Home.”

– Rumi

Too many times people let what happens to them diminish their light.  They feel small, weak, broken down, and those things – and others – cause them to stray away from home.  The person can even go so far from where they were that they get lost.  They loose their identity and their purpose.

I’m going to tell you that, no matter how far you’ve gone, you can’t go so far that light can’t reach you.  Somewhere, maybe deep, deep down, your light is still burning. You can find your way back to yourself.  You can find your way home.


wearing:
Outfit: ::Una: Daynerys @ We ❤ RP ( September )
Hair: Exile: – Way That I Feel

Pose: :LW: Poses – Appreciate the light