•{ Suppose To Be . . .

I suppose I should be happy
Considering the state we’re in.

I’m suppose to be outside
But these walls I’m stuck within.

I’m suppose to be out living
But my life’s a boundary line.

I was suppose to wait till May
Now perhaps the end of June.

I suppose I should do something
But I’m running out of steam.

I suppose supposing is something
So I suppose I’ll daydream. . . .

Outfit: Giz Seorn – Rebekah @ FaMESHed
HairVanity Hair::  Jewelled @ Anybody Event

Other Items
JIAN Scruffy Shepherds 13. Sleepy Pup
*Tentacio* Stockholm trip. Study the trip

Pose is Le Poppycock – Breathing Space – A

•{ Reading . . .

“Books are the quietest and most constant of friends; they are the most accessible and wisest of counselors, and the most patient of teachers.”
― Charles W. Eliot

Outfit: Una./ SK  – Hellen @ Equal10
HairVanity Hair:: ::Clover @ Trés Chic 

Backdrop: Synnergy// Fall Gate Backdrop
Pose is from Diversion – Book Lover Poses @ Pose Fair { Opening October 19th }

•{ What if I don’t feel like it . . .

What if I don’t feel like it today? What if I just don’t want to? What if I just want to do nothing.

In an instant I could put on a smile and play the happy role that is required for day-to-day operations. This farce was something I started again lately as a coping mechanism. At any other time all the smiles and expressions would be the real thing, therefore I it isn’t lying. I am happy, but it is buried under everything else that’s more important than the reasons why I adopted this persona again.

The endless barrages of engagements I have to go to, and people that are coming around don’t leave me much time to do anything but put on the role that brings forth results. Another engagement is waiting at the top of the steps.

I can imagine the whole thing.

I’d have to smile – of course. Then add a touch of elevation to my voice at just the right time when introducing myself to make it sounds like I am excited to be here. A tilt of the head, cue the slight wide eyes and trickle of laughter. Great. That’s it. They’re so happy I made it and think that I’m excited too. Now shift expression to that of interest and make slight adjustments variant on present company. Keep the act going until a reasonable amount of time has passed and then I slip away.

But what if I don’t want to today . . . This endless show takes its toll and when I do have time to myself I’m too exhausted to even enjoy it.

Outfit: .Queenz. Inceptive
Jewelry : Romazin – Set
Belle Epoque { Parisian Painter } Bag Brown

Pose ::LW: BENTO Poses – These Memories

•{ World of my own . . .

“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn’t be. And what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see?” – Lewis Carrol “Alice in Wonderland”

Dress: Giz Seorn – ‘Camila’ Dress @ Mainstore
HairVanity Hair::  Way Up -Greedy Pack @ AnyBODY { Until March 30th }

Pose / prop Jinx : Relaxing Aries

•{ We are stardust . . .

“The amazing thing is that every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics: You are all stardust. You couldn’t be here if stars hadn’t exploded . . . and the only way they could get into your body is if those stars were kind enough to explode. . . “

from “A Universe from Nothing” by Lawrence M. Krauss

Dress : -AZUL- Elvena /Nude @ The Trunk Show {Until March 18th}
HairVanity Hair::  ::Black Jack

Pose is Po^Z – Take me to your Zone * Bento pose with props *