•{ What if I don’t feel like it . . .

What if I don’t feel like it today? What if I just don’t want to? What if I just want to do nothing.

In an instant I could put on a smile and play the happy role that is required for day-to-day operations. This farce was something I started again lately as a coping mechanism. At any other time all the smiles and expressions would be the real thing, therefore I it isn’t lying. I am happy, but it is buried under everything else that’s more important than the reasons why I adopted this persona again.

The endless barrages of engagements I have to go to, and people that are coming around don’t leave me much time to do anything but put on the role that brings forth results. Another engagement is waiting at the top of the steps.

I can imagine the whole thing.

I’d have to smile – of course. Then add a touch of elevation to my voice at just the right time when introducing myself to make it sounds like I am excited to be here. A tilt of the head, cue the slight wide eyes and trickle of laughter. Great. That’s it. They’re so happy I made it and think that I’m excited too. Now shift expression to that of interest and make slight adjustments variant on present company. Keep the act going until a reasonable amount of time has passed and then I slip away.

But what if I don’t want to today . . . This endless show takes its toll and when I do have time to myself I’m too exhausted to even enjoy it.


Outfit: .Queenz. Inceptive
Jewelry : Romazin – Set
Belle Epoque { Parisian Painter } Bag Brown
Hair . .ICONIC  TALIA

Pose ::LW: BENTO Poses – These Memories

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•{ Drifting . . .

In the end maybe all that we do is with a wish and a prayer. Lost in a galaxy of stars we set adrift on dreams. Wanting, and regretting, the time we wake.


Wearing:
Dress/Boots:-AZUL- Zivah – Sugilite [LTD] @ Vanity {Until April 25th} 
HairVanity Hair::  Let’s Tango

Pose and prop from the FOXCITY. Crescent Bento Pose Set

•{ World of my own . . .

“If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn’t be. And what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see?” – Lewis Carrol “Alice in Wonderland”


Wearing:
Dress: Giz Seorn – ‘Camila’ Dress @ Mainstore
HairVanity Hair::  Way Up -Greedy Pack @ AnyBODY { Until March 30th }

Pose / prop Jinx : Relaxing Aries

•{ We are stardust . . .

“The amazing thing is that every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. And, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. It really is the most poetic thing I know about physics: You are all stardust. You couldn’t be here if stars hadn’t exploded . . . and the only way they could get into your body is if those stars were kind enough to explode. . . “

from “A Universe from Nothing” by Lawrence M. Krauss


Wearing:
Dress : -AZUL- Elvena /Nude @ The Trunk Show {Until March 18th}
HairVanity Hair::  ::Black Jack

Pose is Po^Z – Take me to your Zone * Bento pose with props *

•{ Can’t Miss the Train . . .

The train was pulling into the station. This was it. As she pulled her trolley cart down the platform she still couldn’t believe that her time had finally come. Her enrollment papers for the Academy had arrived two weeks ago and she started packing her bags immediately.

The day was a bit breezy but having the wind pull through her hair only added to the mystisim of where she was going. A particularly strong gust whipped through the station and managed to knock open the lock on one of her suitcases. Books fell on the platform and loose sheets of paper flew out, hitching a ride on the wind.

“My papers!” She yelled. She did a few spins trying to catch the escapee’s but to no avail. Behind her she heard the train whistle and the ‘All Board!’ Call from the conductor. She could not miss this train!

She quickly grabbed her umbrella and flicked it open. Time for a little magic. . .


Wearing:
Outfit: Una. Luna (Top, skirt, glasses) @ World Of Magic. 
HairVanity Hair:: Druida-Greedy Pack
Shoes: [Dolphin Design Mesh] Gothic Leather Boots (retired) 

Pose is Le Poppycock -Humour (Doves & Umbrella)

Scene:
Kalopsia – Flying Paper

Serenity Style– Kynne Station Clock
Serenity Style– Kynne Station Luggage cart
Serenity Style– Kynne Station Bench

KraftWork Wizard Open Luggage @ World Of Magic. 
KraftWork Wizard Books @ World Of Magic. 
KraftWorkWizard HP Luggage @ World Of Magic. 

Backdrop: KraftWork Trams of Old London