•{ The Fight in Us . . .

No matter what happens, you go to keep going. This isn’t the time to give up. Now is not the time to lay down the proverbial sword. I know you’re tired. You’ve been pushing forward every day. Pushing on past the aches and strain; battling against the seen and unseen.

It would be so easy to give in. Let someone else do it. Why should you keep going when so many others have settled and stopped?

Is it really worth it?

Is it?

You started on this path for your own reasons and with a firm goal in mind. Remember why you started. Remember what is waiting for you at the end, for there is an end!

It’s okay to take a break. Slow down. Breathe. It’s okay to stumble, fall, and even loose your way for a while – but don’t that be your end.

Pick yourself up and keep going.

Outfit: Luas x BJK – Renfri @ Lootbox
Accessory: Mushilu – Sigfrida gacha B

Pose is Poseidon Bo Staff 5

Scene from Mushilu – Camp Ruins

•{ What if I don’t feel like it . . .

What if I don’t feel like it today? What if I just don’t want to? What if I just want to do nothing.

In an instant I could put on a smile and play the happy role that is required for day-to-day operations. This farce was something I started again lately as a coping mechanism. At any other time all the smiles and expressions would be the real thing, therefore I it isn’t lying. I am happy, but it is buried under everything else that’s more important than the reasons why I adopted this persona again.

The endless barrages of engagements I have to go to, and people that are coming around don’t leave me much time to do anything but put on the role that brings forth results. Another engagement is waiting at the top of the steps.

I can imagine the whole thing.

I’d have to smile – of course. Then add a touch of elevation to my voice at just the right time when introducing myself to make it sounds like I am excited to be here. A tilt of the head, cue the slight wide eyes and trickle of laughter. Great. That’s it. They’re so happy I made it and think that I’m excited too. Now shift expression to that of interest and make slight adjustments variant on present company. Keep the act going until a reasonable amount of time has passed and then I slip away.

But what if I don’t want to today . . . This endless show takes its toll and when I do have time to myself I’m too exhausted to even enjoy it.

Outfit: .Queenz. Inceptive
Jewelry : Romazin – Set
Belle Epoque { Parisian Painter } Bag Brown

Pose ::LW: BENTO Poses – These Memories

•{ Love on the Wall . . .

Write love on the walls
Let it infuse the room
And seed in your soul
So your light shines through

Scene Design:

*Paper Moon* Painted Plaster Elephant Planter  @ We love RP  

[noctis] Victorian Rattan sofa wa rose pillows @ We love RP  

Refuge – Emme Crate Table / Seat / Candles. @ FaMESHed

Bee Designs Sarah Living Room gift. @ Gatcha Garden

:[Plastik]:– Sohkis Teapot:// Regal
:[Plastik]:– Sohkis Teacup:// Regal

BUENO– Hanging Lamp-White

Fapple– Angel Oak Book Shelves
Apple Fall Victorian Radiator
5. Apple Fall Book Shelf
Mesh India  06 MI Hanging Pot 2

dust bunny . hoya plant
dust bunny . blanket storage table
(Milk Motion) planter box 3
22769 – Side Table – COMMON

Dahlia – Lazy Days – Bundled Kitty – Brown – 03. RARE
MINIMAL – Forgotten Stack Books 10

*OAL*/*SP Asilah Rug

Shot inside MINIMAL – Paris Views Scene @ Uber

•{ After the party . . .

The last few days had been one social gathering after the other. When one party ended another was about to begin. She wasn’t a party girl – or one for multiple social engagements – but these were invites that could not be refused.

Now they were finally at an end. It was the last party and the last guest had finally left. For the first time in days there was quiet. She sighed deeply and slouched down. After all this, she was more than ready for a vacation from the holidays.

Outfit: -AZUL- Una FitMesh Dress
Hair: *booN Lab.007 hair brown pack

Fancy Decor: Spinet Harpsichord
FOXCITY. Photo Booth – Ballroom
Apple Fall Confetti Balloon

Pose by me . . .

•{ Fall Thoughts . . .

There are not many times where I find myself with nothing to say. There is always something bubbling over inside of me. Some song. Some words of an iambic pentameter. Some story rattling off in my head. Who’s to say there isn’t one now, for there is. I only don’t know if it would make much sense at the moment.

Depending on where you are in the world or what time you’re reading this, it’s already December. The last month of this year. Here in America we recently finished on holiday and now we are rushing towards another. Some would say it was the biggest holiday. Christmas.

I, for one, have so much to do that I try not to think about it before it becomes overwhelming. The Christmas season is a happy one though it’s also a sad one for me. But I will make the most of it like I always do.

What about you?

Una. Midori Jaket @ The Arcade {opens Dec. 1)
Una Midori Outfit. RARE @ The Arcade {opens Dec. 1)
Una.Scarf Green @ The Arcade {opens Dec. 1)

HairVanity Hair:: Stun Me @ Trés Chic {Until Dec 10th}

JIAN Snow Birds :: Fence
Skye Enchanted Tree Tunnel / Forest

Pose from FOXCITY. Observe